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21st-Jan-2007 05:02 pm - News
DARK DEAN
I am finally changing my nickname on here. I haven't liked my name (luvz_daniel) for a long time now. I only picked it because I didn't have the patience to think of something better and I wasn't writing in my journal here back then. I was only using it to comment in communities.  
So I picked a new name..somthing that fits me alot better.. and opened a new journal... my name is  mystic_reader
I will still be using this journal for my communities while I build up my entries in my new journal. Most coms won't let people join who have had their journal for less than six months. 

To my friends here...please friend my new journal! I promise I am going to start being a better friend here! This new journal is kind of like a new start for me. I feel like alot of things have changed for me in the past few months and I would like to write about them...I have sort of been on a mental vacation for a while now.  I didn't want to do any serious thinking unless it was in school.  So I stopped writing in my journal..stopped writing fanfiction...stopped reading.. But I am feeling ALOT better and I am looking forward to getting back into things.  

So this will most likely be the last entry I write in this journal. I will be filling up my new journal....mystic_reader  I really hope you will all friend me again!

*hugs*
-Kelly
14th-Jan-2007 10:17 pm - It's me
DARK DEAN
Not much to say. My parents are still here and I am sick again.  I have felt like complete crap for days now. Coughing and stuffed up...it's a pain in the ass. 
I don't have school tomarrow. It's a holiday. But I have lots I have to do. 
I re-did my user info page. Put up new banners of my fandoms. 
GUH...I just feel like crap. 
I'll write more later.
7th-Jan-2007 11:32 pm - Not happy.
DARK DEAN

I am NOT HAPPY!!! My parents are talking about staying another month!!!!!!!!!! I love them but I did not move in here to live with them!! They told me they were going to be moving back into the moterhome full time! That they were going to be traveling! Not staying here for months on end!!! Driving me crazy! 
I need my own place. I need my privacy and my freedom. I moved in here because they said they were leaving! They left for a little while...but at the rate they are going....they are going to be here more than they are away!!! 
Honsetly...I am beyond frustrated right now. 
Words can not express.

I have discovered a love for Supernatural fanfiction.. so that has been keeping me distracted for now. But now I need to get to bed. I have to get up early tomarrow. Class starts at 1:00.

-Kelly

7th-Jan-2007 06:34 am(no subject)
DARK DEAN

I know I haven't been around in a while. For some reason I haven't felt like writing anything down lately. I have been obsessively watching Supernatural and Prison Break and generally just enjoying my vacation.  But school starts again on Monday..I am taking all five classes this semester. A full load. So I am nervous.

Oh..and I just want to say..I love my parents. I really do. But I will be kinda happy when the leave again. I miss my house. I miss my alone time. I can't stand being bossed around.  And I want my privacy back. 

I promise I will start posting more. I guess I just needed a break.
-Kelly

9th-Dec-2006 04:47 am - It's me!
DARK DEAN
I have some more things to do before my parents get home. They will be here either tomarrow or Sunday. My bedroom is a mess and the living room is cluttered. I also want to clean the bathroom again. And my car needs cleaned out.
I am up really early because I was so tired yesterday I fell asleep really early. I woke up at 2:00am and couldn't fall back asleep.

There is alot I want to write about. There is actually too much. I need to get cleaning so it will have to wait.

I don't really know what the point of this post was.. LOL
I guess I am just procrastinating.
UGH..there is too much to do. I should have done it sooner but I was really sidetracked with school work over the past week. Finals are next week so once the cleaning is done I need to spend the rest of the weekend and the begining of the next week studying. Math especially. I suck at math. And I really need a good grade. I am passing but I am afraid a bad final grade could really bring me down..maybe even risk failing. Monday I need to go to Phoenix and go to the school and borrow a camera and computer and make a portfolio for my drawings from Drawing class. That will be my final grade in that class.
6th-Dec-2006 02:20 pm - Update
DARK DEAN
I know I haven't been around but I got kind of overwhelmed with school for a while there. Things are going good. I really love it here. I have made a couple friends here that I can talk to during and between classes. They are both nice girls.
I am very excited to be getting out of my first semester!!!! I ahve never made it out of a first semester before. This is my third time trying to go to college and I always failed or had to quit for one reason or another. I guess I sort of felt like this wasn't really real until I made it out of my first semester. I think there was a little part of me deep inside that didn't think I could do it. That I would either fail or life would rear it's ugly head and snatch my dreams away like it has done so many times before. I couldn't let myself be happy for the longest time. I was so afraid of letting myself be happy and then having it all taken away again. I am so tired of going through that.
Things have been hard. School has been hard. But I got through it. That is the important thing. And I will keep getting through it. Like I keep telling myself..Everything will be ok.

My Mom and Dad will be home on Sat. I am looking forward to seing them and Little Buddy..but I am not looking forward to sharing my house. :( My Dad gives me no respect at all. Treats me like I don't exist when he is there. I hate it.

Well..I need to get going but I will be back. Now that I seem to be relaxing a little..there is alot I need to talk about in here.
:)
Kelly
8th-Nov-2006 01:14 pm - Long Day
DARK DEAN
I have been here (at school) since 8am. And I will be here until 10pm tonight. It is going to be a very long day. But there is so much to do and really not enough time to do it all in. I am going to have to drive in on Friday even though I normally don't..and take a test that I need to make up. I wasn't able to fit it in today.
Now I am sitting here in my computer class waiting for the teacher to get here and start. This is a four hour class..I just want to get it over with. I always end up surfing the net for a while at some point during this class because it is always so damn boring. And my period started..Perfect timing as usual..and I didn't have anything with me. I had to drive to the nearest CVS to pick something up. And I have pumped myself full of pain killers because the cramping started up. So I just want to go home and go to bed. It figures this has to start the first day I am back in school.
Oh..she is taking roll.
Yes..yes I am here, finally! Let's get this class over with! I have a nice comfy bed at home waiting for me. My sweet kitty is waiting for me too. Poor thing has been alone all day. He wanted me to let him out this morning but I couldn't cause I had to leave.

Ok..gotta go for now.
6th-Nov-2006 11:57 am - Hey there
DARK DEAN
I am just about to finish writing out my computer research paper. I took a ahower and feel really refreshed..and stopped at the store and got some more ice cream. It is a special night. I have a date with my tv boyfriend...Michael from "Prison Break". LOL
There is tons of cleaning that needs to be done but I know I need to finish this paper before I do anything else. I spent hours working on the research portion of it yesterday. I hate it when I have to research such a boring topic. Something I am not really interested in. The topic is Computer recycling. I know it is important and I will do it myself if I ever get rid of a computer..but to sit and research it...reading everything you can about it..just to write it all down..BORING!!!! Normally..I love doing research. I research stuff all the time.. But that is stuff I am interested in. Like lately I have been studying religion.. I haven't been able to focus on it as much as I would like to though lately because of schoolwork..
I am going to take pictures of my sketches to send to my parents. So I will post them here too. I am pretty proud of them.
Why do I always feel so sleepy after a shower? I feel like I could go take a nap.
I finally asked Peggy to stop calling me so many times in the morning. She would call me at 8 am and if I don't answer..which I never do that early..she will call me 4 or 5 more times even before 10am. And if I had a particlarly bad night and need to sleep even later..she will call me 3 more times before noon or 1:00. Waking me up each time..leaving messeges each time. Saying basicly the same thing in each message. And every time that phone rings it sounds ten times louder then it really is because it is waking me up out of a dead sleep and it makes me so mad..sometimes it wakes me up in the middle of a really good dream! LOL Thank god I can go right back to sleep and continue the dream usually. But this was happening nearly every day and I had to say something about it. I simply asked her to do me a favor...if she calls me in the morning..would she please just leave a message and wait for me to call her back? Not call me a half dozen more times trying to get me... She said she would..and we left it at that. She didn't sound mad or hurt. Thank goodness..
I never answer the phone when it wakes me up out of a dead sleep. I am usually barely cohearent and can't remember half of what was said later on..so I just don't bother.

Ok..I guess I need to work on that paper. I hope all my friends are having a good day..
I'm sure I'll be back later on..
3rd-Nov-2006 03:04 pm - OK
DARK DEAN

I am going out to dinner with Peggy tonight.. We are going to Golden Corral.. They have really good food.
My money came in today.. and I talked to my parents.. not much else is going on. I have alot of cleaning to do but I am doing some major porcrastinating.. 
I am hoping my sleep schedule is finally back on track. I have been up since 9 and my hope is to go to bed early tonight...
Gosh.. I am at a loss of things to write about right now..

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